The thing with new beginning is that something has to END … something has to end – gossip girl.
They say that you can only let go of the past and forget someone if you learn how to appreciate someone else.
And I hate regrets, life is short for me to go back into my past and try to correct every mistake I made.
If I was wrong to say those words or ask those questions then so be it. I am not gonna take them back. Though at the back of my head I’m telling myself that “I should have not said that”, feeling sorry for myself.
I thought the I miss yous , constant communication and calling me “bebe” would mean something else, but I guess I was wrong. It made me happy though, for a moment there you made me feel complete.
I’ll find a way to get over this feeling soon.
All of a sudden I feel a little excited to go back to work again, because someone is causing me to have butterflies in my stomach with just one smile.
But you are totally incomparable to him.
I feel miserable because I miss you.
I needed you but I don’t think you feel the same way.
I asked if I can stay but you didn’t say anything & you didn’t give me any reason to do so.
There goes the pterodactylus in my stomach.