shut up

2 important words, if you can’t say anything good, just shut the hell up. If you’re not sure of what the hell you’re talking about then keep your mouth shut! 🙂

Just thought of this today, some people really need to learn to mind their own business…I don’t know if it’s just me but I think there’s a thin line between “being concern” and “overreacting”.  I know I did a pretty HUGE mess with my life and I’m ready to face all the consequences. As much as I try hard not to let the opinion of  others consume , I can’t help it. I get tired too. Hearing the same old sh*t, makes me sick…alright then, I know I brought this all to myself.

Just have to release some not so good vibes!

I know I need not to explain myself…so I decided not to say anything about it.But I’m not sure how long will I be able to hold on to my emotions. I talked to the person involved in this issue and its a good thing he didn’t say anything to make things worse 🙂

As a sagittarian I enjoy freedom and whenever I feel like I am being held up or something I get mad, a little less rebellious or something, I honestly can’t think of a better term now.

And guess what my horoscope says for today?

Although you may be rather even-tempered today, a friend or partner can get under your skin, eventually provoking you to snap. Be smart and don’t try to hide your annoyance because it’s more disruptive if you bury it. Your feelings won’t take avoidance or denial as a viable strategy now. Express your frustration calmly; everyone will feel better once the air has been cleared

I’d say its pretty accurate.

So here’s a list of “notes to myself”. Thank you very much to and

→ my brain are still intact.working just fine!

→ 2 thumbs up on this!

→ whatever makes me HAPPY, do I have to carry a board all the time just to let other people know that I am happy?

→ trying my very best.

→ proven and tested, 100% true!

I know this is not gonna last forever, come on I am not that stupid. Someone with great authority advised me to just enjoy the moment, but never settle if I think I don’t deserve it and that’s what I’m doing. What upsets me is that someone is making me feel that I dont’ deserve to be happy. I trust myself and if this something I don’t like,I will leave these all behind.

What’s the worst thing that he can do to me? Break my heart? He cannot break it if he doesn’t have all of it and just for the record, my heart is still broken people and I bet you know why.

It’s not like I’m gonna come running to you guys and curse that person, I know that in the end I only have myself to blame, not you guys or anyone else.

I’m happy.So…

peace to you all!


was hibernating…

Referring to my blog 🙂

Like what I normally do on Saturdays, as soon as I’m home from work…the moment that I hit the sack  I would sleep for the next 13 – 16 hours.Unless I have somewhere else to go, oh yeah I haven’t been “going out” for a while, I mean out as in girl’s night out.

What the hell am I talking about? We just had lunch together yesterday and the other week we watched The rise of the planet of the apes, celebrated my Mum’s birthday…and a whole lot more! Which is the main reason why I’m blogging right now.

August 11: Mum’s birthday! Yay! I’m always thankful that all through out my life my mum’s here to support me. I don’t want to elaborate and enumerate the things she did for me and my sister or else this would be so emotional. But whenever I pray I always thank the Lord for giving me such an incredible Mum. I only wish that she would just forget all the things that makes her feel bad – uh oh,do not elaborate Joyce!

Her white bag was Lalayne’s  gift, the black one is from her sister, My mum is devoted to Mama Mary, she is the typical religious woman, meaning she goes to church on Sundays, goes to Baclaran Church on Wednesdays and on Fridays she goes to Quiapo. She prays the rosary everyday.

Shady Wednesday: Got my 1st SS Loan, gave half of it to Mother and the other half is mine, paid up all my bills (my bills only :))

:Me and Mum before we go to the bank 🙂

:My sister and Mum.

Team Lunch @ Seaside.Yesterday.Photos from Maria Rica Zeta 🙂

: The Place

: Me and Myla

: Me, Myla, Mimi and Zandra

:Caloy,Ozie, Kenshi and Rica.

Meal: Shrimp,Buttered Tahong, Buttered Chicken, I love the buttered chicken, soooooooo delicious! We also had Sinigang ( I forgot the name of the fish),Chopsuey and Liempo.

:Bon Appetit!

:Everybody Happy

:Rica, Katy, Myla and Mommy Liz

:Rica and the young Katy

: Rica and Zandy – playing with the camera, being innocently sexy and seductive – geeez,where the hell that came from? ha ha!

: with my seatmate Mini Mimi 🙂

Thinking Photo # 1 : Me and Kenshi. He reminds me of my father, the long hair, his body built, sense of humor, cool singing voice! I call him “tatay” sometimes.

Thinking Photo # 2 : Mimi and Zandy 🙂

That’s it so far from the last 2 weeks.

Yesterday though I got a text from Pong, I’m still not over that effin guy. If only distance was not an issue.LOL!


Ryan Gosling and then some…

Let me start with the “and then some” (I like that statement) because I want to end this entry with something really great like Ryan Gosling!

It was a lazy weekend for me, time of the month again and I must admit that my patience is so little, I got pissed so easily, emotional and all that jazz. Blame it on the hormonal imbalance , but I wont feel this way if there isn’t anyone who made me feel so bad. I am a happy camper and I prefer to look at the good side of almost everything or everyone – meaning if the rest of the world is telling me to stop , I will still take the risk of pursuing what I want to do – in short I am a stubborn happy camper.

I know that if my conscience is clear and not doing something nasty I wouldn’t have to explain anything to anyone. But if someone made you feel like they look at you like an effin whore, wouldn’t you say something? Especially if that someone used to be that “someone special” in your life.

Some things are better left unsaid. If you just wanna laugh at my flaws go ahead, but you don’t have to text me and tell me all these sh*ts , you are no better than me or him. I can do whatever the heck I want because I am effin single, has been for a while!

Let’s just say that I am enjoying the feeling of being taking cared of by someone, I know I was a bit troublesome few weeks ago but I have learned my lessons , in a hard way but that’s fine.

I am not going to settle for something like this, I am taking everything so lightly and just enjoying the moment, after all they’re just another cow.

What do I mean by another cow? Check this Copulatory Imperative.

Notes To Self : Forget him and do something for yourself, the name got an effin jinx, they’re meant to break your heart and the last one did it twice, that’s enough!

Now on the brighter side of things, like Ryan Gosling!

I saw the trailer of Crazy Stupid Love and I really want to see it because of Gosling, ha ha. I think it’s a good laugh movie with a little drama and “kilig” factor  – thank God for Gosling!

The following photos are from – I totally ♥ this site!

: I swear I laughed so hard at this scene!

: Look at Gosling, he is so cute and Steve Carell as usual is funny.

: Yeah, he’s like photoshopped! been watching the trailer in youtube for a million times now just to see him over and over again, shirtless!

:Oh, wouldn’t it be nice if it was me instead of Emma Stone? I soooo envy her!

: I know my eyes are so bad, that’s why I have glasses & contact lens, but I really think that Ryan Gosling resembles Tom Felton (best known as Draco Malfoy) – you think so?

I think the 2 types of man (for me) can relate to this movie, 1st guy is Carell’s character – which I would describe as simple, loyal/faithful husband, a bit boring.

The 2nd type of man is Gosling’s character : easy going, have a great sense of humor and just being a cow, until he finds the perfect cow for him.

ok, here’s the video – as usual many thanks to youtube!