Miss You More Than Ever Tintin

My dog Tintin passed away last Wednesday, a few minutes before I left for work, my sister told me she waited for me to let her go. And I believe she fought for her life for as long as she could, because I said so…up to now we really can’t tell the cause of her death. I guess it wouldn’t matter anymore since she is in a better place now.

It all happened so fast, last Sunday she just stopped eating, she would just drink water. My friend told me to give her dextrose and so I did…we gave her vitamins, antibiotics and Quantumine but I guess it was really her time. 2 days at least before her death I’ve been crying and begging for her to fight and stay, but whenever I look into her eyes I know that she is experiencing a terrible pain.

Mum said she might have internal hemorrhage – it’s hard for me to explain and I really don’t want to know why she died. I felt bad that I wasn’t able to bring her to the doctor…I told her that I will bring her to the Vet as soon as I have my salary – which was Friday of that week, but she can no longer wait.

See that’s the thing with death, you know that it can happen anytime but no matter what…you are still left unprepared for it.

Her real name is Satine, after watching Moulin Rouge we thought of giving her that name…but eventually we all call her Tintin. Our neighbor gave her to us, Tintin’s mom is a poodle making her a half poodle half pinoy dog 🙂 I thought she was a Japanese spitz, but she’s not. Her eyes are so round that makes her so cute!

We have her for 10  years and  she was like a real baby for me. She’s the quiet type of dog, she doesn’t play a lot, whenever Brownout and Goldee would tease her she would just walk away and sleep, but when she barks, oh boy! She can really get the hell out of you, but it’s easy to ask her to stop (sometimes)

Unlike the other 2 dogs that we have, nasa tricycle palang ako nasa labas na ng bahay yung dalawa, si Tintin hindi, nakasilip lang sa pintuan. She wont run to me like Goldee does na kulang nalang e magpakarga sa’ken, while Brownout would normally stand and scratch my arms and tummy, what I do is I will ask the 2 dogs to go inside and then just spend a few moments with Tintin outside, she would have her head on my legs like asking me to massage her – she and Brownout loves it kapag minamasahe yung ulo nila.

Kapag kumakain kami behave lang si Tintin, she would usually stay on my side while we’re eating, pag feeding time siya ang huling binibigyan ng food kasi pag nauna siya, aagawan siya nung dalawa and since siya yung pinakamabait at hindi lumalaban, siya nalang yung last – she would jump kapag papunta na si Mama sa kainan niya.

Gustong gusto niya matulog sa sofa, kaya lang lagi siyang pinapababa ni Mama kasi nga yung balahibo niya maiiwan dun, but when Mum’s not around, pinapahiga ko dun si Tintin, magkatabi kami while I’m watching TV.

Super inalagaan siya ni Mama, actually silang lahat naman. I’ve been crying everyday ever since she died, I miss her so bad. One time I saw a stray dog, sabi ko sana yun nalang yung namatay , wala naman kasi nag-aalaga dun.

Pagkauwi ko from work, minsan hinahanap ko pa din siya –  a lot of things reminds me of her. Pag napaguusapan ang aso, nalulungkot ako agad. I know I still have Brownout and Goldee,but my life is not the same anymore.This is the worst feeling I ever had, honestly I never felt this sad in my entire life. When my father left us for the second time, I didn’t cry. It was easy for me to accept that,because I know that everything happens for a reason….but Tintin’s death is different, I was really heartbroken.

Mr.Big said he’ll buy me a poodle, but I said no, I guess not this time. I want to spend more time with Brownout and Goldee.

I terribly miss you Tintin…thank you that you were once my baby dog. You will always be in my heart.

Part 3

Here comes the 3rd part of bonding-with-my-cousins entry. I am so in the mood of updating my blog,despite the fact that I’m a little hungry, he he. Oh well, I may not have enough time tomorrow because I might be busy, me and Mama will go to the bank and I might see a doctor…my DOB is back! I mean, difficulty of breathing, when it’s extremely hot I’m having a hard time breathing – I hope it’s not that serious, I’m a bit scared…what if I have heart or lung problems? Aaaah! Would that mean I have to say goodbye to happy foods? I hope not!

Anyway here are the happy pictures!

yay! my jumpshot!

me and Oliver – yet another jumpshot 😀

 eating the famous “dirty icecream” or some would call it “tililing icecream”. Not the usual icecream you buy in groceries.

Me: WTH? Can’t believe he’s taller than me…he’s only 16 yrs old & I’m 25?!?!

Oliver : Ha ha ha

Oh well!

I used to carry him when he was still a baby, now it’s the other way around 🙂

My sister Lalayne and her partner JP (our photographer),hot afternoon eh.

This is Lola Remy and my Lola (Felicidad) and my smiling Mama behind them. I think it was Mama who told me that my grandparents met each other on Lola Remy’s wedding day 😀 – err,my Mum is all smiley but the Grannies are not.

Now they’re happy! 😀 My grandmother has been smoking ever since she was 12 years old – but her children are NON-SMOKERS! So good thing!

Mama and her cousin (oh, I forgot her name, she is Lola Remy’s daughter) , she told me that she used to take care of me when I was a baby while my Mama is pregnant with my sister. She told me that I was such a cute baby – until now

oh yeah! I know I have a baby picture somewhere…I’ll look for it and I will have it here in my blog.

Last picture before we left.

The Love Birds – on our way home.

Another waiting shade…echos lang…

we love taking pictures :))

The love birds again. Last pic.

This is the end of our 3rd day in Pangasinan., will blog about the 4th day soon!

Ciao everyone…I feel good after looking at these pictures again, makes me wanna go back to Pangasinan, far from this busy life in Manila – and just relax…

until I get tired of relaxing 😀


Tangled (movie)

I just saw this movie today and the kid in me was really happy. I was literally laughing all the time, not to mention I was watching it with my younger cousins…so they were laughing as well without really fully understanding the story. Why did I say so? Because Andrei kept asking me about how the story is going…thank you Zeus for the “pause” , whenever he would ask questions I would just press that button, explained to him the story then play the movie again, it took almost 2 hours off of their time ha ha they should be studying but Ate Joyce is such a B.I. 😀

I saw the trailer I think late last year or early this year but never had the chance to see it on the big screen – I guess I was too busy, but most of the time I’d rather watch movie alone (or with my family) at home, so I can pause the movie anytime , specially when I need go to the loo. I wont have to be bothered by the other people around me and I can turn up and down the volume whenever I want to.

The movie is about Rapunzel (obviously) , who got a magical hair…so Gothel, the villain kidnapped her and kept her in the tower, basically using her so she wont grow old.Apparently though, the guy who rescued her is not a prince but a thief…but he didn’t actually have any plans of rescuing her, he was just hiding.

They made a deal that if Flynn(or Eugene, which is his real name) will take her to the “floating lights” she will give him back the crown he took from the castle.

Rapunzel has an iguana and I never thought that iguanas can be as cute as that…

It’s musical too, well Mandy Moore is Rapunzel, so a lot of singing!

I’ve laughed so much because of Maximus, the horse.

and I totally love this part – The Floating Lights

Looks so magical right? Oh well, its supposed to be that way.

Eventually Rapunzel and Flynn realized how bad Gothel is. When Flynn was about to be punished, well he was able to escape with the help of the people from Snuggly Duckling Inn and Maximus he run off to the tower again this time with the intent of rescuing Rapunzel – Gothel stabbed him – Rapunzel begged so she can heal Flynn with her hair – Flynn cut her magical hair though – Gothel,shocked and transformed to her real age,but fell off from the tower.

Since Rapunzel realized that she is the lost princess they went back to the castle – lived happily ever after.

Although I’m not really a fan of cartoon movies,because too much color can irritate my eyes ( I have super bad eyesight,both are at 5.00 ) I still like this movie, it made me laugh.

Would I want something magical like Rapunzel’s hair or maybe magical tears? Why not, I mean if that can heal sickness…but I wont definitely use it to keep myself young and pretty. I don’t want to not grow old.

I’ve seen Pirates of the Carribean 4 as well, last week…that movie was so effin long though…but will still try to say something about it soon.

It’s the freakin weekend baby I’m about to have me some fun”  (from R.Kelly’s Ignition) and having fun means catching up with my sleep – hibernate – will sleep for 10 to 12 hours, ha ha…ciao everyone!


December – check yours too

Check out your birth month and see if it’s “somewhat” accurate.


BOB ONG Quotes 😀

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest & sexiest.

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

Drop dead gorgeous. Attractive personality. Very sexy. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep their crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless.

Suave and compromising.Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.Hot but has brains.

Sexy. Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hot. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

You’ve got the best personality and is an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress.

outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. very revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. big imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hot and sexy.

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

This straight-up means you’re the most good-looking loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Loves to dream. Loves freedom.Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Hardworking. High spirited .

Mine (december) is pretty accurate, but I think this is supposed to be a joke, it’s from Bob Ong people, come on 😀 . I’ve read everything and some months have the same description…oh well – just for fun!

here comes part 2

Oh well, I got so excited having the 2nd part of my “bonding-with-my-cousins” blog entries. This time though Rissalyn ( we call her Sasa ) is with us and my sister’s boyfriend JP ( aka our photographer ). The pictures were taken in front of Lola Remy’s house.

 The not so serious shot…Sasa is eating ice candy
I really wanted to laugh but I can’t, the idea is for us to act as if we were part of a choir.

 The “back” view,teehihi.

 Turn left…arms.forward.raise…Sasa did it, even though she’s so small and Lalayne is so effin tall.

 Oliver is the tallest, so he thought of doing that so Sasa wont have a hard time. Bon decided not to folllow the “idea”.

 1st attempt to have a “jump shot.

 The “jumpshot”, this is better than the 1st one.

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE on the following photos 😀

oh boy! I had fun taking those pictures…and there’s more,we decided to take a walk and saw a nice “waiting shade” and everyone agreed to take more pictures. Ha ha.

 More pictures soon…time for me to hit the sack, goodnight everyone.


having fun with my cousins (part 1)

The following photos were taken last May 2011, I was just too lazy to edit the size of the pictures and with that I never had the chance to blog about this until now.

Meet my cousins again.We were at Lola Remy’s place in Pangasinan 🙂

→ Bonbon , me and Oliver

→ Oliver got the best dimples in our clan 🙂

→ can’t remember what we were talking about

→  smiling at something

→ here, Oliver is talking about his palm, since he does the “hard works” so he was saying that his palm is a bit rough compared to his brother Bon.

 → Bon is checking his palm too.

→ making funny faces pt.1

 → making funny faces pt. 2

 Bon and Me – Me and Oliver

 → the “1st child” Bon is the 1st child of Tito (uncle) Romeo and I am the 1st child of my mum.

 → the “2nd child” My sister Lalayne is my Mum’s 2nd child and Oliver is the 2nd child of Tito Romeo.

this entry will have part 2, 3, 4…. 😀

one thing made me frown

The other day I was a bit upset,but then  I thought that sometimes I don’t have to expect anything – “expectations can lead to disappointments” (sometimes) and besides I wouldn’t be upset if I did something else  – it seems like it doesn’t make any sense, but I’d rather not tell the reason why I got upset…well,I’d say everything’s alright now since I have talked to the person involved.

I was really having a good laugh almost the entire night with my good friends, in fact I have listed the things that made me happy last night – I got inspired by this http://www.thingstobehappyabout.com/

  • This compliment never failed to make me smile “you look pretty tonight” – it boosts your confidence & self-esteem,right? And I honestly didn’t do anything different with my face last night, just had a powder and a lip balm…and for a moment I thought “did he really mean it or he just said it so I will smile at him?” so I jokingly answered, “I look pretty tonight? What about tomorrow and the following day…wont I look pretty anymore?” and so the guy said,” you always look pretty”
  • Singing OUT OF TUNE that made me Zandy laugh
  • Sharing foods during lunch break , I love Mimi’s spicy corned tuna but I don’t think I’ll eat it again , I’m not into spicy foods.
  • Reading Tintin’s letter to Caloy – for the 3rd night, ha ha, we are all excited to read Tin’s sticky notes to Caloy,she put it on the cover of Caloy’s lunch box, isn’t that sweet? the message goes like this “enjoy your lunch, pag-ibig (their terms of endearment), i love you” yiheee!
  • Free food 😀 it was my favorite Spanish Bread, but I  gave it to the boys, teehihi.
  • Riding in the bus with Zandy and we were talking about the koreanovela “pure love”, she decided to check the Boxing Gym near our place. Go Zandy!
  • Heavy lunch with Mum, talking about anything under the sun – soon I’ll make a list of the things/stuff that we normally discuss 😀 I love the veggie juice from her friend – yes! believe it or not, a lot of people knows that I don’t like to eat vegetables but I love that veggie juice, its really really really really good!
  • Watching Project Runway and Pinoy Henyo with Mum and my sister – we were having a good laugh actually at the same time we were playing with Goldee and Brownout (2 of our 3 dogs, Tintin is busy sleeping).
  • Eating Skyflakes Condensada – yummy!
  • Updating my blog, 2 days in a row! Yay!
  • Going home to Pangasinan tomorrow! I just hope it wont rain anymore.
So what made me frown?
Doing something totally “senseless” , discussing something that’s totally insignificant…uninteresting, when you talk about the same stuff like all the time, it gets completely boring. Am I right?
Anyways that’s just one effin thing that made me frown , I have 10,000 more reasons to be happy.Yay! It’s friday!