Honesty Challenge : Day 11

Oh my gee, I have completely forgot about this challenge, hi hi hi. I have so many things that I want to blog about but can’t seem to find the perfect timing. I have yet to share our pics from Baguio…and our week long celebration of Valentines. But for now, I will do this challenge.

Day 11: First girl you’d turn to?   

Recently,when I have some questions in life I would go to Marisa (I prefer calling her Gov,because she resembles Batagas Governer Vilma Santos). She’s been a very good friend of mine since middle of last year. She’s a nurse turned BPO representative.

Probably because of the fact that she’s older than me it gives me this  feeling that she knows a lot, actually whenever I would go to her she gets to answer  my questions – but never ask her about computations or analyze your personality, she’ll bluntly tell you to go to hell, ha ha.

She is a very funny person, there’s just no dull moment when I’m with her, me and the girls are always laughing because she really have a great sense of humor.

She’s like an older sister for me, she tells me what type of clothes will look good on me, make up etc.

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Me and Marisa : Baguio City, December 2012

What about you? Is there like a specific person that you turn to whenever you have questions about life?

Thanks for your time reading/checking my blog, xOxO

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Honesty Challenge : Day 5

Have you ever lost a close friend?

Sort of, I know that my closest friends in the past is just out there somewhere, but we are not the way we used to be. We don’t hang out anymore, we don’t communicate as often as we did…it’s just different now.

Sad but that’s reality.

Reality Bites

and it hurts pretty bad. But sometimes we get hurt for a good reason, right?

Bittersweet Joyce is back online, I know I’ve been out for a while…got a lot of “contemplating moments” and I feel like my brain cells are shrinking – of course I’m exaggerating! Or maybe I have a broken logic bone too…

The last few weeks I should say was somewhat dramatic, proof of that is my previous entry, I admit that my emotions got so mixed up and for a moment there I feel like I’m really lost. It was a pretty good turning point in my life, I know this doesn’t happen all the time but I’m thankful that it did.

Here’s a list of the bittersweet truths I realized so far…

1. It’s always better to keep my mouth shut if I haven’t figured out the right things to say – but this is not applicable all the time, there’s always a “right timing” for everything.

2. If I have a problem with someone and I don’t feel like talking to that person to resolve the issue, it’s always a good idea to talk to someone who knows me too well and the other person – the 3rd party can look in to both sides of the story and can make me realize if I’m wrong or right.

3. I can’t trust anyone I consider as a friend – I have no idea how long have I had this attitude that I categorize my friends according to their personality (sounds weird). Like 1 friend is for laughing moments, 1 friend for gossip moments, 1 friend for movie / music stuff, 1 friend for kikay stuff, 1 friend for keeping my secrets, 1 friend that could teach me anything I need to know about life, 1 friend as my eating buddy and the likes. All of these category can be applied to 1 person, but not to all of my friends. Its better to have only a few people who can be all of these type of friend in just 1 person – you get what I mean right?

4. I may be out of focus sometimes, so I need to constantly remind myself of the things that I need to do and how to do it.

5. I can be so impulsive – grrrr!

6. My happiness, my success does not and should not depend on anyone – during those moments that I feel like I’m lost, I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t care about the things that I’m doing. I didn’t know how to motivate myself. I didn’t know how to  pull myself up , it felt like I’m  6 ft. underground and the hands that used to hold me is nowhere to be found – yeah I know it sounds dramatic but that’s the bittersweet truth. Until 1 day I realized that I have to pull myself together if I want to succeed, I found happiness from the strangest places on earth and the negative comments should not affect me at all.

I know what I want, I know what I need…somehow I know how to get them, I ask for help whenever it’s necessary, I ask for opinions to help me make a decision but I don’t think I will ever need someone to decide for me.Unless you’re God.

some tumblr stuff that inspired me 🙂

→ this is true!

→ this is a nice list!

→ Amen!

I’m glad that my Mum  is always here to support me.I couldn’t thank God enough for giving me such an amazing Mum.

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