Turning Tables and then some…

Lately I’ve been watching and catching up with Glee, well not only that I noticed that I have also been addicted to watching a lot in ETC. Like Tyra Bank’s show America’s next top model, I’ve been getting a lot of ideas from that show that might serve a GREAT purpose for my life in the near future ( so I always have my fingers crossed ) , also the Glee Project.  I like Damian,and I guess its true there’s something about the “british accent” that makes them really sexy…haha, oh but Damian is a young guy, but he’s really cute especially when he’s nervous and still smiling. I like the Keeping up with Kardashians too, this is really funny.

Then again here’s another song of my favorite “ADELE” , Turning Tables performed by Gwyneth Paltrow in Glee.

Adele’s voice is really amazing , I just love it!Believe it or not , her song Rolling in the Deep is my wake up song 🙂

I adore Paltrow’s voice too…and so far this is one of the performances in Glee that actually moved me. I can’t say that I can really relate to the message of the song…but this is my favorite line:

So I won’t let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won’t ask you, you to just desert me,
I cant give you what you think you gave me

Hmm, I guess this is what you get if your heart and your mind doesn’t get along pretty well. When your heart is telling you to go and take a risk , just enjoy it but your mind is telling you that this is silly and that you should stop before things gets more complicated than what is right now.

They say that when you’re inlove , you would do a lot of crazy stuff unconsciously most of the time. But I say , when your heart is broken you will do a lot of crazier stuff.

The situation is really familiar.

I’ve been thru this and I never thought that I’ll be in this state again, so ironic.

I guess History does repeat itself : my life turned 360 degrees.

Its good to have someone who will take care of you, who’s worried when you’re not feeling well…who’s a little jealous when you’re talking to some other guys especially if he knows that the guy you’re talking to is your crush or used to be your crush.

It feels great knowing that there’s someone excited to see you everyday.

Exactly what I need.

But I was born with an enormous need for affection and a terrible need to give it back.

All I want is to prove it but I can’t. My actions are limited.And I have to be silent most of the time.

Why does it have to be so complicated?

And how can I make this stop? Because sooner or later this has to end.

Oh well.

Video and Lyrics: as always thanks to youtube and letssingit.com

Close enough to start a war,
All that I have is on the floor,
God only knows what we’re fighting for,
All that I say, you always say more,

I can’t keep up with your turning tables,
Under your thumb, I can’t breathe,

So I won’t let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won’t ask you, you to just desert me,
I cant give you what you think you gave me,
It’s time to say goodbye to turning tables,
To turning tables,

Under hardest guise I see, ooh,
Where love is lost, your ghost is found,
I braved a hundred storms to leave you,
As hard as you try, no, I will never be knocked down,

I can’t keep up with your turning tables,
Under your thumb, I can’t breathe,

So I won’t let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won’t ask you, you to just desert me,
I cant give you what you think you gave me,
It’s time to say goodbye to turning tables,
Turning tables,

Next time I’ll be braver,
I’ll be my own savior,
When the thunder calls for me,
Next time I’ll be braver,
I’ll be my own savior,
Standing on my own two feet,

I won’t let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won’t ask you, you to just desert me,
I can’t give you what you think you gave me,
It’s time to say goodbye to turning tables,
To turning tables,
Turning tables, yeah,
Turning, oh.
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Just A Dream

Couldn’t get over this effin song, I know this is not the kind of music that I would listen to like everyday but I found myself listening to it for the past 3 days.

Have to blame my cousin Ronnie ( a.k.a Dongke’ ) for this, he had it on his wall I think the other day , I decided to download the song and now I’m addicted to it. I like this version, err no, I LHURVE IT so effin much – geeez so gay!

The lyrics were a bit different from the original but I think its great! I love the voice of Cristina Grimmie , makes me feel bad a little bit because I have such a horrible singing voice. haha.

I like her hair too, wonder if it will look good on me, he he.

Thanks to Lukey, you’re amazing! Saw the video and lyrics on your blog and I must say I really really like everything about your blog dude! Thumbs up!

I can’t help myself from having this song in my blog.

and the lyrics too, again thanks to Lukey

check him at : http://www.lukeyishandsome.com/

(Sam Tsui)

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
(Christina Grimmie)
I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

(Sam Tsui)
I was at the top and I was like I’m in the basement.
Number one spot and now you found your own replacement.
I swear now that I can’t take it, knowing somebody’s got my baby.
And now you ain’t around, baby I can’t think.
I shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See your pretty face run my fingers through your hair.

My lover, my life. My baby, my wife.
You left me, I’m tied.
Cuz I know that it just ain’t right.

(Together)
I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.
(Christina Grimmie)
When I’m ridin I swear I see your face at every turn.
I’m tryin to get my usher on, but I can let it burn.
And I just hope you’ll know you’re the only one I yearn for.
No wonder I’ll be missing when I’ll learn?

Didn’t give you all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I’m in the club thinkin all about you baby.

Hey, you were(was) so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn’t enough.

I’m goin through it every time that I’m alone.
And now i’m wishin that you’d pick up the phone.
But you made a decision that you wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong…

(Together)
And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they’re gone and you’re wishing you could give them everything.

Ohhh, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
And now they’re gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it’s just a dream).
I travel back (travel back) (i travel back), down that road (down the road)(down the road).
Will you come back? No one knows (no one knows).
I realize, it was only just a dream (No, no, no…).

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes) (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it’s just a.. it’s just a dream).
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize (i realize), it was only just a dream  
(baby, it was only just… it was only just a dream)

Nooo… Ohhh…
It was only just a dream.
That’s it, time for me to sleep…xoxo
yeah I am bittersweet!

Ocean Avenue

inspired by Yellowcard’s song Ocean Avenue, an all time favorite.

that’s me & the picture was taken nung nagbakasyon kami sa Pangasinan, actually I / we took a lot of pictures nung umuwi kami, I will definitely post more pictures soon.

I needed some time off to really relax,unwind and not think about the things that makes me go crazy.We planned that “grand vacation” way tooooooooo long due to our work, when we finally got our leaves approved…as in walang tulugan… as soon as I got home from my last day at work I packed my stuff and left immediately.

We were on vacation for 5 days and during those days I never had the chance to use the internet, which is somehow a good thing for me because I had the chance to really enjoy the company of my cousins, now I’m missing the simple life.

hmmmm, but I rather end this entry here. I still need to go over the photos once again before I upload/post it here.

this is the unedited version of the pic.