Back to Challenges: Honesty Challenge : 27

Now I finally had the time to do this again…

Day 27: Ever cheated on someone?

Well not really cheated, err, somewhat.

What happened is, I fell in love with another guy while I was in a relationship (this was sooooo long time ago), the relationship was “on the rocks”, and this other guy made me realize my worth, I thought the right thing to do then is to reconcile with my BF, clear things up and really try to work it out, but it didn’t.

And I’m glad it didn’t, apparently with the other guy, well his life is too complicated and I know that I was such a naive (about love) at that time and I thought that the right thing to do is to just let go of my feelings for the other guy,so we were never in an “official relationship”  although we went out several times…and although he was saying that I am special to him and I think I felt the same way…(I guess that’s because were born on the same day) neither of us decided to make it “officially US”, you get what I mean right?

And I’m also glad that I learned how to forget about my feelings for him, although it took few years…it’s fine. I found the love of my life and I’m happy with what I have.

I don’t think I can ever cheat on someone that I love. I know how it hurts because my mom experienced it, and it wasn’t such a nice thing to see.

xOxO

joycessist : missing my long hair

Hello everyone! Had a great weekend? Well, mine was a little dramatic…well some arguments or issue can be re-occurring in a relationship right? It’s not that the other one doesn’t want to change but it’s more of like, it is something they have to do once in a while. I get it. Jo’s world doesn’t (and I guess should not) just revolve around me,he got his family & his friends that he grew up with. He needs to be with them too. I just thought that it was sad that I’m off for 3 days but he spent the weekend with them…I know, that’s absolutely ridiculous . I am with him everyday, I sleep with him every night, he’s only been gone for a day and a half and I’m being crazy…and I am terribly sorry that I acted that way.

But Jo was a very understanding man,he knew the reason why I reacted that way…which I will probably tell next time that I thought about it 😀

Let’s move on, last year’s hairstyle that I sort of missing. I like my short hair but I guess I got used to my long hair since I had it for more than a year.joyce longhair 1 TRY 2

joyce longhair 2

– before we attend the Sunday Mass.

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– after our xmas shopping last year @ Noel Bazaar.

joyce longhair 4

joyce longhair 3

– after meeting my friends.

joyce red

– new year’s eve.

It was kinda difficult taking care of that kind of long hair, I have to wake up early so I can have more time in the shower since it’s heavier when it’s wet I really need time to make sure it’s perfectly washed and then every 2 weeks I have to use a hot oil conditioner/cream to make sure it wont look dull or frizzy. Have to comb every once in a while if not I would tie or braid it, and yes there were times that I have to sleep with my hair braided so it wont go to my face 🙂

Ever since I was a kid I always have long hair. I would probably cut it for a few inches and that’s it.

Well, this is it for joycessist today. Have a great day everyone, xOxO